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Thread: So I died. Now what?
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02-19-2010, 06:33 PM #151
It has helped me through some pretty fucked up times.
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02-19-2010, 06:34 PM #152
Wow. you really said it best. I died on the table (ironically) giving birth to my son 15 yrs ago and was brought back. I have never been the same person. I am still kind of in shock over what I went through. It kind of destroyed my innocence in a way. I have never regained the feeling of security I had before. But in a sense I woke up. I guess it's all good. It's part of evolving into who I am today and it's what I had to go through.
Thanks for sharing Ice. Glad all the feedbacks have made you feel better/less alone.
Peace,
Sprite
"I call it reveling in natures finest element. Water in its pristine form. Straight from the heavens. We bathe in it, rejoicing in the fullest." --BZ
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02-19-2010, 06:43 PM #153
OK, burned in memory from this and other incidents. Call 911, shout, whine, be a pain in the ass if you're conscious.
Damn, I don't think I can handle one of those things down my throat.
Ice, what blood pressure meds are you taking? I've been prescribed a few, but they make me sick as shit. I'm borderline, though.......
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02-19-2010, 06:49 PM #154Funky But Chic
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02-19-2010, 06:50 PM #155Good-lookin' wool
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Sprite: giving birth to a 15 year old is gonna be tough for anyone.
Ice: sorry to hear about the gag reflex. We all thought you were past that after your cameo in Lawrence of Alabia.
In seriousness, wish you guys the best.
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02-19-2010, 07:04 PM #156Funky But Chic
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Commonlaw continues to move up in the rankings.
I KNEW somebody would go after that "gag reflex" comment, but I figured it would be stupid and unfunny.
I was wrong twice. Good on ya, man.
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02-19-2010, 07:24 PM #157
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02-19-2010, 07:36 PM #158Funky But Chic
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02-19-2010, 07:39 PM #159
***I have not read this entire thread***
Boom! There's your problem, and I assure you the answer is not religion or some bullshit about Jesus, Allah, God, Mary, Yahweh, et al.
You need a fucking job. Start another company, do something. You've lost yourself being useless and posting on TGR so much. When you have a purpose then you'll feel better about yourself... You're just bored.
okbye
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02-20-2010, 04:06 PM #160
This is the first time I've read a seven page thread in its entirety in quite some time. Quite frankly, it's scary to me. I've never had a medical emergency or a near death experience; however, I find similarities some of your situations and life outlook, and that's what scares me. If you can't find some sort of clarity, well, I'm fuct. Then there's the side of me that thinks life is about the journey, enjoy the ride, and all that jazz. I think there's some merit to that ideal. Life isn't something you can figure out, and if you did, what else would there be to do but die? Pushed by fear, compassion, and wonder, I'm not ready to go Hunter S. Thompson on it all just quite yet. In the mean time, I do my best to embrace the strange inconsistencies, the pitfalls, the crevasses, the sinkholes of life. There's more to be found in the moist ground under mossy rock in my backyard than on a hopeful, shiny TV show. When the pressure of life really starts pressing on me, I remind myself that Failure is beautiful.
I'm not sure what kind of writing you do, but I like to explore complex emotional, metaphysical, and existential issues through fiction writing. Burrow into the thoughts of a character. Ask him/her the questions that trouble you, and listen to their answer. See how they react. Feel for their troubled insides. Write different characters with different outcomes, different reactions. At the end of it all, you may not end up with a clear picture of what to do with your new life, but you'll have possibilities. You'll have hope. You'll have some interesting short stories that you can look at and be proud of.
"What am I supposed to do with my life" is an awful question to pose to yourself. Asking it incites anxiety and pressure. Answering it binds you to the pursuit of some goal, to achievement or failure. Try not to stress too much about anything. A little anxiety is productive, a lot is crippling. Relax and let the whole experience of life envelope you, and ignore you, and kick you around a little. It's written on Bukowski's tombstone, "Don't try." All you can do it be.
Originally Posted by Charles Bukowski
I'm glad you're still with us Iceman, and I hope you find some enlightenment (but not all of it) from your experience. You'll still need something in life to search for to keep it interesting. In jeans."I smell varmint puntang."
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02-20-2010, 05:08 PM #161
First Tanner, and now Iceman. WTF.
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02-20-2010, 10:29 PM #162
Strange, I just had someone very close to me describe how they came this close (thumb and forefinger a half inch away) from dying because of, um, medical incompetence and hospital bureaucratic inertia. People, if you've learned anything here, don't be passive and die in the waiting room. Shout, stomp and scream if you think you're in trouble. Call 911.
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02-20-2010, 10:54 PM #163
At first they thought I was having a heart attack but there was no pain anywhere except my lower back and my heart was beating strongly, if really really fast. So they took me to the ER, where they took me right away. The nurses thought it was a kidney stone, they gave me some dilaudid and did their nurse stuff, ekg, whatever. After a little while they asked about the pain and I honestly said it was worse than before. So they doubled the dose of dilaudid and gave me something else that starts with a "T" and called for me to get a CAT scan. Despite the percocets, dilaudid and whatever else it was they gave me, and somewhat unbelievably to me, the pain continued to increase.
One thing about all this is that a very large number of patients with the same problem die in the ER waiting room. They look fine enough except for the pain, so they get triaged and wait while they deal with some kid who broke his ankle or whatever, and they bleed out internally and die. Among other things, my insistence on 911, an ambulance, and the fact that I saw a Doc almost immediately saved me. So stick up for yourself if you find yourself in a fucked-up situation like that.
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But you're right, in 15 years of this ER shit, I have seen one person who came in with atypical groin pain and stable vital signs and ended up in the OR an hour or so later.
Thanks for the write up.
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02-21-2010, 10:14 AM #164
You've obviously drifted away from your Buddhist upbringing.
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02-21-2010, 01:51 PM #165
Holy shit that's funneh
But as far as my perspective is concerned, I'd agree with most everything in here, except that another dog will cure your problems.
to summarize what I've heard:
1. bored, not enough constructive things to occupy your time. do something new.
2. mourning, and will pass with time.
3. post traumatic stress, also will pass w/ time and shared doobies w/ SFB.
4. too much money, I have a solution: pm for details.
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02-24-2010, 11:08 AM #166
you can't die until all of the maggot whiskey drinkers get loaded together. start reading some confusing quantum physics books and it will all boil down to whiskey.
god created man. winchester and baseball bats made them equal - evel kenievel
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02-24-2010, 11:14 AM #167Funky But Chic
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